bye 2012. hello 2013. :)

assalamualaikum.

okay. today, the end of 2012. tomorrow will be the first day of a new year.

hm nk cakap apa ye.. banyak suka duka pahit manis 2012. untuk tahun baru ni saya harap saya dapat lupakan semua yang pahit tu dan teruskan hidup dengan lebih baik. it is good to be like that. kan? :')

kepada awak, ye saya rasa saya masih sayang awak. tapi mungkin kita tak akan bersama dah lepas ni. awak pun gembira dengan hidup awak. kita kawan. tapi saya sedang cuba untuk lupakan perasaan saya ni sedikit demi sedikit. saya harap awak akan dapat balasan yang sama dengan apa yang awak buat pada saya dulu. muahahaha *gelak jahat*.

esok, 1 januari 2013.

permulaan untuk semester baru, sem 5. sem yang lebih mencabar, mungkin? sebab dah kena pergi praktikum. ohmai~ tak tahu macam mana nak jadi cikgu nanti. mengajar budak-budak sekolah rendah. dengan macam-macam perangai dalam sekelas. kerenah rakan-rakan guru senior lagi. kerenah para pentadbir sekolah. dan paling risau sekarang dengan sistem pendidikan semasa. uhh betul-betul meranapkan semangat saya yang dari kecil nak jadi cikgu. lastly cikgu-cikgu juga yang dipersalahkan.. dunia. -__-

okeylah. dah siap packing. oh ya! semalam pergi hostel. ambil kunci bilik baru. demm dari tingkat 1 pindah ke tingkat 3. bye2 118. hello 303. makin fit saya lepas ni asyik naik turun tangga. haha sukaaa sangat~~!

bye rumah. insyaAllah khamis nanti saya balik ye. lagi 3 hari. hukhuk. sedih nak mulakan sem baru. langsung tak ada semangat.

tengah fikir azam untuk tahun 2013. fuhh~

Callichtys & Leptocephalus...sejenis ikan pelik

kenal tak ikan ni? haa a little bit scary for me. just now jumpa gambar ni kat facebook. kecoh semua orang tanya ikan apa. tak pernah jumpa. dan macam-macamlah yang mereka cakap. ikan predator la, piranha 3DDD la, ikan zaman batu, ikan tu ikan ni. dan ada seorang ni cakap, ikan ni dia ada bela. yang lebih menarik, dia cakap ikan ni makan seekor ayam sehari. haa ambik kau jah! seekor sehari! haha. ada juga yang cakap ikan ni gigit orang. err?? hmm for sure saya tak kenal nama ikan ni. so saya tak tahu betul ke tidak apa yang dicakapkan tu. tapi, ada komen yang bagi link, beritahu ni ikan apa.

so yang boleh saya cakap kat sini ialah, ikan Callichtys ni berasal dari Amerika Selatan. yang peliknya dalam facebook tu cakap dia dapat ikan ni kat someplace in Malaysia. tipu la ni eh? hmmm~

lupa, semalam atau bila, jumpa 1 gambar ikan pelik.. dan of course tak kenal juga. hehe. tapi ada yang kenal dan cakap tu ikan Leptocephalus *tak ingat nama ikan ni dalam Bahasa Melayu*. hehe. sejenis ikan dalam kelompok belut. atau eel.. ikan ni saaaaangat transparent!

backpack travel *konon* :)

Assalamualaikum wbt...

i'm back! hehe. sudah lama tak update blog ni dengan cerita-cerita sendiri. asyik post pasal lagu je. masih dengan hati yang sedih, perhaps? doesn't mind. he doesn't need me anymore. sigh. what a stupid boy.

okay okay. stop blabbering about him. hey i just back from my own 'journey'! hihihi. enjoy!

perjalanan bermula pada 9 Disember 2012 :)

destinasi? Perak Darul Ridzuan. pukul 9.30 malam saya naik bas. selamat tinggal family. selamat tinggal semua..!

sorry bghater~tak nampak muka~hehe

10 Disember 2012

lebih kurang jam 5.10 pagi saya sampai kat Lumut, Perak.

5.30 pagi kawan saya datang pick me up. fuhh. punya la lama tunggu kawan datang. turun dari bas tu saya dan 3 orang lelaki. lepas seorang-seorang ada orang datang ambil, lastly tinggal saya je terkulat-kulat kat stesen bas tu. takut? agak lah. sebab gelap. plus tak ada orang pun kat situ. ada kedai makan, tapi jauh sikit dari tempat saya duduk tu. nampak saja dia datang memang hati lega sangat.

perghh pukul 5 pagi merempit. sejuk bagai nak gila tahu! terketar-ketar kaki ni haa. punya la sejuk.. dia bawa saya ke unikl mimet. stay sana sekejap untuk hilang penat. lagipun baru pukul 5.30 pagi kan? nak pergi mana.. huhu. pukul 8 siapkan diri, dalam pukul 9 keluar bertolak ke jeti. woohoo! *teruja sebab tak pernah pergi pangkor~hehe* pergi makan dulu kat kedai mamak yang dekat dengan jeti. makan roti canai. aumm. 

okey sedikit information: tiket feri dari lumut ke pulau pangkor - rm10 untuk orang dewasa. masa kat sini kami sewa terus motor untuk digunakan masa kat pulau nanti - rm30. 

lupa pukul berapa. tapi mungkin 30 minit kot nak sampai ke pulau tu. kalau ikut marina bay lagi dekat dan lagi murah. tapi kawan suruh ambil feri yang biasa. nak suruh lama duduk dalam feri katanya. sebab saya cakap nak tidur lagi masa dia kejut pagi tu.. hehe. so maybe pukul 11 kot kami sampai sana.

muka teruja dapat naik motor

dapatkan motor. isi minyak walaupun dah banyak. vroom vroom. terus pecut ke Teluk Dalam. on the way ke Teluk Dalam tu akan lalu Teluk Kecil (kalau tak silap) dengan Teluk Nipah dulu. hmm yang ni je tahu sebab baca signboard tepi jalan. naik bukit! dengan motor yang nyawa-nyawa ikan macam tu naik bukit memang slow sangat. haha. tapi view dia lawa. sebelah kiri pemandangan laut. kanan? bukit lah. hehe. okey sampai Teluk Dalam, window shopping dulu. tengok barang-barang souvenir yang ada. hehe teruja u!

berada di Foo Lin Kong Temple.

tengok! ada tembok besar China kat sini :)

kemudian, kawan saya bawa kami ke temple orang cina. Foo Lin Kong Temple. nice. kawasan dia luas. and colourful sangat! kawan saya bawa pergi situ sebab dia cakap tempat tu lawa ambil gambar. hmm memang banyak gambar ambil kat sana. tapi tak tahu lah apa salah setting kat kamera. gambar-gambar kat situ tak ada dalam kamera. sigh~ masa kat sini sempat beli 7 ekor penyu kecil yang comel untuk letak dekat handphone. 7 rm10 je. tak mahal :)

vroom vroom lagi. kali ni destinasi kami ialah Muzium Bersejarah Pulau Pangkor. muzium ni tepi jalan, otw ke temple. tak besar sangat. tapi banyak benda menarik kat situ. kawan saya nak pergi sangat kat muzium tu. dia cakap banyak kali datang ke pangkor tapi muzium tutup. kebetulan masa tu buka, kami pergilah. tapi sekejap je. sebab dia nak tutup untuk rehat.

ke mana lagi..? okey. Batu Bersurat. haa bagi saya yang tak tahu sangat pasal sejarah ni, saya ingatkan kat Terengganu je ada batu bersurat. rupa-rupanya kat pangkor pun ada juga! hehe ingatkan kawan tipu masa dia cakap nak pergi tengok batu bersurat. wah. 1st time tengok batu bersurat tau.. besar sangat. batu bersurat ni kat tepi pantai. kawasan orang buat ikan kering.

selepas tu, kami ke Kota Belanda. tempat ni kami lalu masa nak pergi tengok batu bersurat tu. dah penat. tak larat nak jalan-jalan. berhenti rehat sekejap. minum air kelapa. dan solat Zohor. kemudian baru ambil gambar. hehe :D

seterusnya kembali naik bukit keliling pulau ke Teluk Dalam. kali ni nak shopping laa pula. yeay!

akak tu baik hati sangat! saya main ambil je 2 helai baju budak + 1 baju  muslimah + 2 helai baju dengan seluar panjang
total? rm100 je *psstt! dia cakap saya manesss! kikikik*

shopping sakan! penat berjalan-jalan pun hilang. kawan pula dah penat melayan saya pergi kedai tu, kedai ni, kat sana, kat sini.. pilih-pilih souvenir untuk family, kawan-kawan sekelas dan untuk diri sendiri. hehe

*12 + 5 ekor penyu comel - keychain untuk kawan-kawan (rm30)*
*3 helai + 2 pasang baju pangkor - cousins dan adik perempuan (rm100)*
*4 helai baju pangkor - my mum, brothers and me (rm110)*
*5 ekor ketam comel - keychain (rm10)*
*2 gelang tangan awesome - for me (rm10)*

lepas tu... tak ada dah. kami terus ke jeti. dah pukul 5 petang.

~terkilan sangat sebab tak dapat main air. tak bawa baju spare. kalau tak mesti boleh snorkeling, naik banana boat, main game benda pelampung besar atas air tu (tak tahu apa nama dia), dan buat itu dan buat ini. sigh~

~kawan nak bawa pergi naik jambatan gantung kat pulau tu. 2-3x lalu. tapi tutup.

tahu rupa jambatan gantung ni pun dari mr. google :)

...to be continued :)

David Guetta - Just One Last Time ft. Taped Rai

This is the end, Sasha

But I can't move away from you

This is the edge of patience

But you'll prove yourself to me

Still you drain my soul

Even though it hurts I can't slow down

Walls are closing in and I hit the ground

With "there's no tomorrow" echo in my mind

Just one last time

Even though it hurts I can't slow down

Walls are closing in and I hit the ground

With "there's no tomorrow" echo in my mind

Just one last time

Just one last time

Just one last time

Just one last time

There comes for us too bad

Then we go back to the sound

And I know what I'm supposed to do

To get myself away from you

Oh you drain my soul and

Even though it hurts I can't slow down

Walls are closing in and I hit the ground

With "there's no tomorrow" echo in my mind

Just one last time

Even though it hurts I can't slow down

Walls are closing in and I hit the ground

With "there's no tomorrow" echo in my mind

Just one last time

Just one last time

Just one last time

Just one last time

This is the end, Sasha

But I can't move away from you

CAZZETTE - Weapon

I’ll do anything

I’ll do anything for you

Compromise myself in victims solitude

Being flexible was supposed to prove that I love you

You take advantage every chance you get

You break my heart at every chance you get

You let me know that every chance you get

You will protect me but you’re lying

Cause, you’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon towards me

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon towards me

You’re using my love

I’ll do anything

I’ll do anything for you

Compromise myself in victims solitude

Being flexible was supposed to prove that I love you

You take advantage every chance you get

You break my heart at every chance you get

You let me know that every chance you get

You will protect me but you’re lying

Cause, you’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon towards me

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon towards me

You’re using my love

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon towards me

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon

You’re using my love

You’re using my love as a weapon towards me

You’re using my love

You’re using my love

You’re using my love

You’re using my love

You’re using my love

Ariana Grande - Love The Way You Lie

Demi Lovato - Give Your Heart a Break

The day I first met you

You told me you'd never fall in love

But now that I get you

I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are, so close

Yet so far, haven't I passed the test?

When will you realize

Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart

I wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There's just one life to live

And there's no time to wait, to waste

So let me give your heart a break

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break

Your heart a break

Oh, yeah yeah

On Sunday, you went home alone

There were tears in your eyes

I called your cell phone, my love

But you did not reply

The world is ours, if you want it

We can take it, if you just take my hand

There's no turning back now

Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There's just one life to live

And there's no time to wait, to waste

So let me give your heart a break

Give your heart a break

 Let me give your heart a break

Your heart a break

There's just so much you can take

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break

Your heart a break

Oh, yeah yeah

When your lips are on my lips

And our hearts beat as one

But you slip right out of my fingertips

Every time you run, whoa

Don't wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There's just one life to live

And there's no time to wait, to waste

So let me give your heart a break

Cuz you've been hurt before

I can see it in your eyes

You try to smile it away

Some things, you can't disguise

Don't wanna break your heart

Baby, I can ease the ache, the ache

So, let me give your heart a break

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break

Your heart a break

There's just so much you can take

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break

Your heart a break

Oh yeah,yeah

The day I first met you

You told me you'd never fall in love

Cold as You - Taylor Swift

You have a way of coming easily to me

And when you take, you take the very best of me

So I start a fight cause I need to feel something

And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

[Chorus:]

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day

Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say

And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through

I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray

And I stood there loving you and wished them all away

And you come away with a great little story

Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

[Repeat Chorus]

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you

And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you

(Died for you)

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day

Every smile you fake is so condescending

Counting all the scars you made

And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through

I've never been anywhere cold as you

Taylor Swift - I Knew You Were Trouble

Once upon time

A few mistakes ago

I was in your sights

You got me alone

You found me

You found me

You found me

I guess you didn't care

And I guess I liked that

And when I fell hard

You took a step back

Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone

When he's next to me

And I realize the blame is on me

Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places i'd never been

So you put me down oh

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places i'd never been

Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies

He'll never see you cry

Pretend he doesn't know

That he's the reason why

You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning

And I heard you moved on

From whispers on the street

A new notch in your belt

Is all I'll ever be

And now I see, now I see, now I see

He was long gone

When he met me

And I realize the joke is on me

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places i'd never been

So you put me down oh

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places i'd never been

Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

When your sadest fear comes creeping in

That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything

Yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places i'd never been

So you put me down oh

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places i'd never been

Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

Trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

Trouble, trouble, trouble!

D'Masiv - Diam Tanpa Kata

Kau Diam Tanpa Kata

Kau Seolah Jenuh Padaku

Ku Ingin Kau Bicara

Katakan Saja Apa Salahku

Sungguh Aku Tak Mengerti

Apa Yang Telah Terjadi Dan

Ku Tak Ingin Kau Pergi Jauh Dari Hidupku

Reff :

Kau Takkan Pernah Sadari

Betapaku Mencintaimu

Kau Yang Selalu Aku Banggakan

Ku Ingin Kau Bicara

Katakan Saja Apa Maumu

Lihat Aku Coba Kau Mengerti

Ini Semua Bisa Teratasi

Resapilah Semua Yang Pernah Kita Lakukan

Kau Takkan Pernah Sadari

Betapaku Mencintaimu

Kau Yang Selalu Aku Banggakan

Kau Takkan Pernah Mengerti

Betapaku Menyayangimu

Kau Yang Selalu Aku Inginkan

Kau Yang Kuinginkan…

Kau Yang Kubutuhkan…

Kau Yang Kuharapkan…

Colbie Caillat - I Do

It's always been about me myself and I

If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted to be anybody's other half

I was happy sayin our love wouldn't last

That was the only way I knew till I met you

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I can live without it, I can let it go

Ooh, what did I get myself into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, 

Tell me is it only me

Do you feel the same?

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games

I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down

You can trust I never felt it like I feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

Wooh Can I get myself into

You make we wanna say 

Me a family, a house a family

Ooh, can we be a family?

And when I'm 80 years old and sittin next to you.

And when we remember when we said

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let us go

Just look at what we got ourselves into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, 

Love you

Colbie Caillat - Stay With Me

We simply fit together like a piece of apple pie,
I will be vanilla ice cream and I'll sing you lullabies,
I will love you in the moonlight and I'll love you in the day, always.

I love the time we spend, like a watch from an old friend,
I will help you keep your smile, promise me you'll stay a while,
I will come to you in need and I'll help you when I can, when I can.

Stay with me, promise me you're never gonna leave,
Stay with me, let's try to be the best that we can be,
and take our time.

We always joke together after we're rolling on the floor.
I like the way you dance around when you're running for the door.
I will come to visit you even when we're old and gray, always.
I love the way you make me feel, when you're asleep I'll take the wheel,
Make sure to call when you get home, when you're driving on the road.

I will come to you in need and I'll help you when I can, when I can, so..

Stay with me, promise me you're never gonna leave,
Stay with me, let's try to be the best that we can be,
and take our time.

I will come to you in need and I'll help you when I can, I will help you when I can,
I will come to you in need and I'll help you when I can, I will help you when I can,
Always,

So stay with me, promise me you're never gonna leave,
Stay with me, let's try to be the best that we can be,
and take our time.

B.o.B - Both of Us ft. Taylor Swift

[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Some day I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us

[B.o.B]
Ever thought about losing it
When your money’s all gone and you lose your whip
You might lose your grip when the landlord tell ya that you due for rent
And the grass so green on the other side
Make a n-gga wanna run staight through the fence
We’re never freezed by two hundred times
But still can’t find no food in it
That’s foolishness
And sometimes I wonder, why we care so much about the way we look,
And the way we talk and the way we act and the clothes we bought,
How much that cost?
Cause it even really matter?
Cause the flight is a uphill battle
But y’all tryna climb with the same ol’ ladder
In the same boat, with the same ol’ battle
Why so shallow? I’m just asking
What’s the pattern setting madness
Everybody ain’t a number one draft pick
Most of us ain’t hollywood actors
But if it’s all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day, we all can rock
Do it one time for the underdogs
Sincerely yours, from one of yours

[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Some day I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us

[B.o.B]
I can feel your pain, I can feel your struggle
You just wanna live, been levitating so low
That you could drown in a bubble
That’s why I gotta hold us up, yeah hold us up
For all the times no one’s ever spoke for us
To every single time that they play this song
You can say that that’s what bobby ray wrote for us
When the tides get too high
And the sea upon your knees get so deep
And you feel like you’re just another person
Getting lost in the crowd, where your partner, no please
Uh, because we won’t be near yet, both of us
But we still stand tall with our shoulders up
And even though we always a chance to us
These are the things that’ve molded us
And if life hadn’t chosen us
Sometimes I wonder where woulda wind up
Cause if it was up to me, i’d make a new blueprint
Feel better from the ground up, hey
But if it’s all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day, we all can rock
Do it one time for the underdogs
From bobby ray, to all of y’all

[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Some day I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us